To make people cry
To make people laugh
To make people confused
To be enlightenTo enlighten other people
To break people's reality
To make people see
To save this world
To destroy realities
To show people that they can shape their own afterlife
To show people the universe
To discover the truth
To brighten people's day
To live foever
To analyze others
To mimick othersTo make stupid webcomics
To make videos
To write diaries
To burn your past
To escape yourself
To find someone like usTo find someone better than us
To find someone who understands us
To sleep
To wake up
To get high
To love
To hate
To be human
To be inhuman
To be something more
To wish for miracles
To create parallels
To be the entertainer
To be the entertained
To be the universe's punchline
To give up
To kill myself
To jerk off
To get married and have little cursed from birth wrigglers
To be alone
To finish what i have started
To earn
To lose
To experience delirium forever
To be embarrassed
To have fun
To repeat the cycle
To figure out what's wrong with us
To fix it
Eyes
To be the reason why this tree finally falls
To keep having conversations with people from different realities
To explain what the trees/branches are to people
To speak with the second coming
To question if you're the second coming or if it's another
To question if therefore you're the antichrist
To be whismsical
To be an idiot
To be afraid of the second coming
To stare into their red eyes
To stare into all their eyes
To dream
To see how it'll end
To talk even if no one is listening
To forget everything that makes me who i am
To become a different person
To dissect everything about people who think like me
To fuck with people
To hate people from different realities and universes
To continue being the joke
To get high
To get high
To get high
To tear holes in this reality
To finish what i have started
To fix the broken
To break the fixed
To treat life like a fairytale
To understand the impossible
To be self aware
To keep tearing holes
To create
To destroy
To understand math
To get my accounts back
To create a blog
To go to the trail
To solve puzzles
To find out why everyone who thinks like me is psychotic or dead or both
To break the rules of the universe
To work for beings of a higher power
To rule the world
To figure out the Lord
To get high
To want an audience
To be alone
To remove the tumors in my brain
To have friends
To have family
To be the smart one
To be the lazy one
To be the weird one
To understand the joke
To never be sober
To get high
To remember
To dream, so much, of Juls
To ascend, causually, of course
To make people skim through this list
To live on the fence of life and death
To go on adventures
To lay down with Julz stargazing
To fulfill my role in this story
To commit a crime
To feel
To look at the second coming in the eyes
To look at our Lord in the face
To suddenly understand
To get high
To bless everyone
To curse everyone
To forget
To fawn over the divine
To see Julz everyday
To get an mri scanTo donate my brain to science
To leave this list incomplete
To be destroyed by my own creation
To talk to more imaginary people
To eat at least one datura seed
To hug my mother
To get gr no ok
To get my memories taken from me
To know who
To wait for her to pick me up on her way down to hell
To follow the trail traced out for us
To destroy all alternative versions of myself
I don't know.
To stay with Julz forever
To love forever